A testimony about satanism and dangerous things related to it.
I’m 24. I stopped believing in God in elementary school. My parents weren’t much concerned about faith, my father was an atheist. I tried to live conscionably and in line with my own vision of good. In the high school I came across light version of satanism. I started to listen to satanic music. In the beginning it looked like an innocent entertainment, a subculture, but with the passing of time I was getting more and more in. I got fascinated with evil, began to practice meditations, trances, rituals. I got addicted. It lasted four years. Nightmares came, and they were regular, I withdrew from social life to escape into the world of dreams and internet.
And over the internet I met a men of faith. He let me read a testimony of a gangster, who totally changed thanks to Jesus. Before I read the Holy Scripture. But I felt there is no way back for me, that I don’t need it, that it is not my way of life. And then a day came, when I realized what dung am I living in. I couldn’t deceive myself anymore. I admitted that I did many mistakes in my life, that I was not as unique, as I had believed and that I cannot trust myself anymore. I was conscious of my defeat. I thought that if satan had enslaved me so much and exploited, maybe Jesus will help? I fell on my knees and started to pray, firstly reciting Our Father and then I asked Jesus in my own words to set me free from satan.
I was liberated during that prayer. I felt a great burden falling down and then an easiness. Comforting internal calm filled me. That was the greatest occurrence in my life and it stimulated in me a great faith and confidence in Jesus, a friend, I met in need, despite all the evil, I committed in my life. Jesus came to my heart and made me a different man. I changed my approach to faith, now I believed in merciful living God, who loves me and died for my sins. Everything changed, I decided to give my life to Jesus, I confided in Him. I trusted that He loves me, He cares about my good and happiness and that He has a plan for my life.
Jesus helps me on that new way of life very much. Prayer and confidence contribute to struggle with the difficulties of faith. Jesus gives me power, motivation and courage to strive for life according to the Gospel. He gives me hope, according to his Word: „I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live.” My relationship with others, with my family and my scores in school got better. Jesus set me free from unchastity, internet, occultism and fear of death. Now I’ve got a clear vision of my life and vocation. I want to serve God and the people as a priest, in order to build that way the faith and the Kingdom of God.
„Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto treasure hid in a field; the which when a man hath found, he hideth, and for joy thereof goeth and selleth all that he hath, and buyeth that field” (Matthew 13,44).
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